Kamis, 19 Februari 2009

well well well

sepertinya saya benar-benar perlu berdamai dengan diri sendiri.. akhir-akhir ini, banyak sekali kejadian yang menguras emosi saya. mulai dari yang senang sampe yang sedih. mulai dari yang susah, sampe yang sepele.

rasanya campur aduk banget deh. senang, sedih, merasa bersalah, merasa tidak diinginkan, merasa tertolak, merasa dibohongi, merasa berharga, merasa terlupakan, merasa sangat sibuk, merasa sangat kosong, merasa yakin, merasa tidak tahu apa-apa..

merasa macam-macam. sampai hati saya rasanya kosong. nggak tahu harus merasa apa lagi. dan ternyata ya bok, hati yang kosong dahsyat efeknya kepada semangat saya.

saya jadi kehilangan greget.. kehilangan semangat.. dan kinerja sudah mulai anjlok. tinggal nunggu teguran nih:p..

so, sepertinya memang tidak ada jalan lain lagi..
saya harus mulai mengurai semua uneg2 dan apa2 yang mengganjal. dengan begitu, hati saya tidak penuh lagi. penuh dengan perasaan dan asumsi saya sendiri.

duh..tapi kok rasanya aras-arasen ya mau mulai jalan? heuheuheu...........

mari berdamai dengan hati sendiri dan perasaan!!

cheers,
Luf

Kamis, 12 Februari 2009

25 random things about me..

1. I hate cockroaches so much
2. I have two personal alarms. Tika and Agus. Here I confess, I’m so hard to wake up early in the morning. Those two names start their activity so damn early in the morning. Dawn, even. Soo.. I count much on them to wake me up:D
3. Hey, I’m a fun feminist!! And I’m proud of that
4. While I do realize writing is my most favorite activity, sometimes I feel so reluctant when writing my news
5. Sport is absolutely not my thing. The ideal sport for me is standing on my feet for three hours in Gramedia, reading pages to pages of Divortaire novel by Ika Natasha. Apik loh jeung..
6. To see the rain is beautiful and full of pleasant. But being in the middle of the rain? Well, it’s DISASTER
7. I love fruits! Fruits fruits fruits. hohoho
8. I do realize God is fair in every way. Sometimes I wonder how it feels like to be Rihanna. Young, talented, confident, cute, damn rich. Well, those fancy things don’t make her immune from domestic violence by Chris Brown (whooaa.. can u believe it? Or she’s just exaggerating? Which one sounds more logical?)
9. I have asymmetric eye brow :D
10. I used to think my mom is cruel for sending me to Jogja by the age of 15. Now I’m thankful for that. But first year was so miserable, indeed. I had severe homesick
11. A housewife is as prestigious as female CEO. It depends on your attitude….
12. If I can spend a whole day with someone, I’ll choose Paulo Coelho. or Ki Hajar Dewantara. or Gandhi. or Jendral Sudirman
13. Obama is (perhaps) cool, but no US President impress me that much, except Lincoln (that man is AWESOME)
14. There are a lot of beautiful places in the world, but I’m fascinating on Great Wall and Taj Mahal
15. Well.. some people have normal phobia like claustrophobia or things like that. I’m an electric-phobia:D
16. Woman is second gender?? Hey, talk to my hand!
17. I don’t date my boyfriend because he’s a doctor..
18. Being dumped for my limited height was the worst humiliation I ever received till now
19. Dreaming to be a columnist someday
20. Sometimes I think I’m never good enough, smart enough, clever enough to be a journalist
21. I love chocolate so much! Almond is the best..
22. The art of life is to fall seven times and to get up eight times. That’s the best quote..
23. Fur mantel is luxurious, but it makes you barbaric
24. Exploitation against anyone by anyone in any way is simply inexcusable
25. Be jerk, be cynical, be annoying, but don’t be someone you’re not

cheers,
Luf

Minggu, 08 Februari 2009

what you don't know

what you don't know can't hurt you...

halah,,,,kata siapa.

perasaan tidak tahu apa-apa adalah salah satu perasaan paling nggak banget yang bisa dirasakan seseorang..
in fact, what you don't know CAN hurt you easily..
mungkin kata-kata yang tepat adalah:

what you don't know can't hurt you DIRECTLY....

nah..gitu.. :))

cheers,
Luf

dear God

saya hanya ingin jadi orang yang bersyukur...
merasa bahagia dengan apa yang dipunya
dan tidak merasa rumput tetangga lebih hijau:)

well, sebenarnya rumput hijau kan milik semua orang yang mau bersyukur....

cheers,
Luf